Sunday, December 4, 2011

I got it covered

"I will do it after I finish JC.."
"I will do it once I enter NIE..."

"I will do it once I graduate from NIE.."
"I will do it on my first day as a teacher..."
"I will do it once I get married..."
"I will do it once I have a baby..."

"I will do it when I turn 25.."

"I will do it during Ramadhan.."
"I will do it on New Year.." (same ol' same ol' New Year's resolution)


I have accepted that there will never be a perfect day....that right moment.
If I allow myself to be hesitant, I would never do anything at all.

Today is going to be that day.

Right now, I would love to come up with an interesting story on the reason behind this.
But, really I don't have such story.
So sorry to disappoint you.

The wearing of the beanies (yes, serkup) was my slow transition and that got me flak. :S


My younger brother, Jambi, is my critic.
He is very lassser.
His comments very rough one but his intentions are always good.



I've had enough of going around in circles dwelling on everything that can go wrong.
My mom told me this everytime the past few weeks,"Whatever you're feeling, remember that you're moving towards the right direction."

Honestly, I am feeling so nervous but I guess that's what true courage is about. "Just do it" even though one is feeling scared.
High time I defeat the devils and their whisperings that had been holding me back.

I really hope that
1) This will not just be a phase. (Insyallah will never go through dehijabization!)
2) This will not just be a piece of fabric on my head but a beginning of my special journey to my Creator.


I thank Allah for guiding me to this beautiful favour of HIS.

To my mother, the moment has finally come.
I know she has been praying for this moment for the longest time.
Thank you for never putting pressure on me, Mom!
Don't need to wait for my 30th birthday liao. :p

May the Almighty keep me steady and always guide me to the right path.

25 comments:

  1. so proud of u kak Nura... may ALLAH grant us steadfastness in religion and may our love towards the Creator grow stronger and may HE loves us in returm.. definitely will make du'a for you!

    Way to gooooo~~:D

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  2. Thank you so much. Your comment is already a doa for me. :)

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  3. You look even more beautiful now babe =)

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  4. Alhamdullilah. Thank you Nursha. :)))))

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  5. May Allah always keep us on the right path.. Amin! U look great :)

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  6. Alhamdulillah... All good things come from HIM. *hugs*

    Selamat Hari Asyura.

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  7. Thanks for the love ladies. Liza, Selamat Hari Asyura! There were many internal conflicts but Im really happy I have embarked on this special journey.

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  8. Alhamdulillah :) you look even sweeter!!!! *hugs*
    -Salinna

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  9. Alhamdulillah. May Allah SWT bless you with the good deeds in life. Amin ;)

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  10. Alhamdullillah :) I went through that process too. I was worried about everything. From how the world would accept me. But Allah made it easier for me. Alhamdullillah. You can do it too!

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  11. Alhamdulillah, I am really happy for you. May He bless you and strengthen your heart in every steps.

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  12. Hi Nura, you look pretty !

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  13. Salam Nura,

    This is K Nora (Hannan's mommy) :)
    Masya'Allah, am so happy for your move. You're a very inspiring woman and mom especially.

    May you be given the strength and perseverance always.
    <3 <3.

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  14. Salaam Nura,
    My "transition" was the "bandana" :) And I also made "deals" with God about establishing prayers. When I pass my exam, When I this and that...list goes on. :) Subhanallah. But Alhamdulillah, no matter how we forget Him, he never forget us. Alhamdulillah indeed

    RUBY

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  15. Salam Nura, (think my msg disappeared!)

    My transition was the "bandana" :) and have also made "deals" with God, abt establishing prayers *hangs head in shame*. Subhanallah. But no matter how we forget Him sometimes, He never forgets us. Alhamdulillah Indeed. May He bless us in our journey to seek His pleasure. Ameen

    Ruby

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  16. If you are not yet acquainted with this blog, do follow..http://destinationjannah.tumblr.com/
    It had been very inspirational for me.

    May it bring us all closer to jannah insyallah.

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  17. Assalamualaikum Kak Nura,

    Alhamdulillah! you look as gorgeous as always kak. Amin amin ya rabbal alamin! :) - faizah

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  18. Alhamdulillah Nura. It's never too late to embark on the journey. Remember, we're a step closer to Allah than before.

    Zaq zaqia

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  19. Love your new look kak nura!I really wish i could be on e same path as u one day...insyallah <3

    Sarah.

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  20. Hi Nura, Alhamdullilah! You look really sweet with the hijab. Insya Allah, in whatever gd u do, Allah will guide u through it. :)

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  21. My Fav hijab tutorial... Just to share...
    http://www.youtube.com/user/makeuphijabs?feature=g-all

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  22. Hi Kak,

    u looked so sweet la wearing tudung..hope Allah kekal kan niat suci u to don the tudung..I alwis pray Allah tak akan berbalik kan hati kite..Insyallah doa Tuhan will alwis guide us to the rite path, amin insyallah

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  23. Hi Nura. Alhamdulillah. You look sweet. ; )

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  24. Salam, I've always look upon you as my role model. Syukur Alhamdullilah, I'm really happy and glad for you. May Allah s.w.t bring guidance and ketenangan in you with this new transformation. Insyaallah :)

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  25. My journey started when I was 27... Neva too late, or too early... May ALLAH swt bLess u, sis~! ^_^ *xoxo*

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