"I will do it after I finish JC.."
"I will do it once I enter NIE..."
"I will do it once I graduate from NIE.."
"I will do it on my first day as a teacher..."
"I will do it once I get married..."
"I will do it once I have a baby..."
"I will do it when I turn 25.."
"I will do it during Ramadhan.."
"I will do it on New Year.." (same ol' same ol' New Year's resolution)
I have accepted that there will never be a perfect day....that right moment.
If I allow myself to be hesitant, I would never do anything at all.
Today is going to be that day.
Right now, I would love to come up with an interesting story on the reason behind this.
But, really I don't have such story.
So sorry to disappoint you.
The wearing of the beanies (yes, serkup) was my slow transition and that got me flak. :S
My younger brother, Jambi, is my critic.
He is very lassser.
His comments very rough one but his intentions are always good.
I've had enough of going around in circles dwelling on everything that can go wrong.
My mom told me this everytime the past few weeks,"Whatever you're feeling, remember that you're moving towards the right direction."
Honestly, I am feeling so nervous but I guess that's what true courage is about. "Just do it" even though one is feeling scared.
High time I defeat the devils and their whisperings that had been holding me back.
I really hope that
1) This will not just be a phase. (Insyallah will never go through dehijabization!)
2) This will not just be a piece of fabric on my head but a beginning of my special journey to my Creator.
I thank Allah for guiding me to this beautiful favour of HIS.
To my mother, the moment has finally come.
I know she has been praying for this moment for the longest time.
Thank you for never putting pressure on me, Mom!
Don't need to wait for my 30th birthday liao. :p
May the Almighty keep me steady and always guide me to the right path.